School and work are draining, I'm so tired. Loving you exhausts me. Wanting you to love me wears me down.
Really, I do it to myself. That will never change. Pain keeps me going, it makes me thrive. If everything was always perfect nobody would have any motivation to move forward. Progression is reality, reality hurts, pain makes us progress.
The problem here, is that when you hurt me, you don't progress. The person that I am now wouldn't hurt you to get back at you. I'm growing and you're not, you're in the same place, stuck. Cause I won't hurt you, I won't make you move forward.
I'm not sure what I'm more scared of.. Success or Failure.
Really, I do it to myself. That will never change. Pain keeps me going, it makes me thrive. If everything was always perfect nobody would have any motivation to move forward. Progression is reality, reality hurts, pain makes us progress.
The problem here, is that when you hurt me, you don't progress. The person that I am now wouldn't hurt you to get back at you. I'm growing and you're not, you're in the same place, stuck. Cause I won't hurt you, I won't make you move forward.
I'm not sure what I'm more scared of.. Success or Failure.
posted by tara at 12:05 PM
1 Comments:
oooh How very observant to not know which is more scary- success or failure. It seems you have done some growing through trials over the past year. I hope you are well Tara. It was great to hear from you.
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